
I can not put into words how I feel about Paul. When I say I LOVED Paul it doesn't come close enough to the depths of my feelings for him, but it is the only word I can think of that comes close enough. He was my friend, my confidant, my buddy, my lover, my protector and my partner in all that I did. He is my greatest joy in life and sadly enough my deepest sorrow. My life will never be the same having met him. He brought out the best in me and gave me an opportunity so few people in life have and that's to love somebody unconditionally. I shall miss his touch, holding his hand, his kiss and his arms around me. I will miss his smile, his laughter and the light in his eyes. Paul used to say we were lifers and we would be together til the wheels fall off. I have many wonderful and beautiful memories with Paul but I think what I will miss most is how for a brief time in our lives we were the best people we could possibly be or have ever been because we had each other.