Paul Adkins

I can't believe 2011 is here and you are not with me. I miss you and love you.  The world is just not as bright without you in it.

Love You Always

Paul,

Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts.  I wish you were here.   Today is Christmas.  I put your stocking up and I look at the Christmas bulb with your name on it.  YoYo is 2 years old today.  She is adorable .  She is starting to talk.  She misses her papa.  I think to last year and how it was such a good time.  And I cry at knowing those times will never be again.  I wish there was some way I could be with you, cause I would gladly follow you anywhere.  I love you Paul.  Always have. Always will. 

PAUL, MERRY CHRISTMAS HUN I MISS YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXX WONT BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.

                                          XXXXXXXYOUR BEST FRIEND TIGGS XXXXXXXXXXX

WHEN I SAID WE WOULD BE BEST FRIENDS TIL THE END I MEANT EVERY WORD. FOR THIS IS NOT THE END . FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME IN MY HEART SO IS THERE REALLY A END? I BELIVE YOU ARE HAPPY AND IN  NO MORE PAIN AND NO MORE WORRIES . I MISS YOU  EVERYDAY WAY TO MUCH FOR ME TO FIND WORDS TO SAY. I  SEE YOU  THAT YOU WALK BESIDE ME EVERYDAY AND YOU ARE THERE WHEN I PRAY. I DONT KNOW WITCH WAY TO TURN FOR I FEEL LIKE I WILL GET BURNED. WHEN I THINK OF YOU ALL I DO IS ASK WHY AND JUST KNOW THAT I CANT STAND TO SAY GOOD BYE I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU AND WANT EVERYONE ONE TO KNOW THAT YOUR WAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY BEST FRIEND. AND NOW I WILL CLOSE THIS OUT WITH SAYING  IT IS STRANGE THAT THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY WILL NEVER HURT YOU ARE THE ONES WHO HURT YOU THE MOST IN THE WORLD I KNOW YOU MEANT NO HARM TO ME  BUT I LOVE YOU AND THIS YOU HAVE TO SEE YOU  WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME  NO MATTER WHERE I GO OR WHAT I SEE............. LOVE  YOUR BBF TIGGS XXXXXXX

Paul, i miss you so much I cant stand a day without hearing you talk or seeing you smile.This has been the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with in my life....... this is something i worte to let you knoe how i feel about you.

                                    best friends always show and shear everything with one another you are the only person i had to do this with and now you are gone i dont know where to turn but to god i dont understand why god would take you away for me. cause nowI have no one to share this with and i miss you so much. and now life is so different for me and mykids  there is not a day that goes by we dont talk and think about you. we miss you so much I need to find a way to move on but i am stuck i wiish you could give me answers but i know that wont happen but i want you to know no one will ever take you place and i know there will never be another paul i love you and miss you xxxxxxxxx YOUR BEST FRIEND TIGGS XXXXXXXX 

 paul, i miss you so much word's can't express how much this has changed my life today is the first day i been on pal and i dont like it you aint there and no one there is nothing to me i cant stand how everyone has just moved on i am glad its so easy on them to do so cause it aint for me no one talks to me anymore and i really dont care if they do cause you was the one and only reason i went there its almost like they are scared to talk to me  i love you and miss you alot xoxooxox
                         

                                            xxxtiggsxxx your best friend forever and always not matter what
   

i am so sad about this my life will never be the same with out him here either if there is any thing i can do too help just let me know